Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Well It's About Freaking Time!

We FINALLY have a court date!

March 18, 2009 at 1 pm. I will quite possibly be holding my breath all day. Did I mention that my stomach hurts really bad when I am anxious? Or that I have a quick temper when anxiety sets in? Or how about the fact that my brain thinks at about a million miles a minute which wears me out.

Did I mention that this has already started?

Nevertheless, I am REALLY glad that we finally have a court date. And just FYI, this particular date, the judge will decide if Sidnei can come home on bond (which doesn't mean he can stay permanently, only that they will have more court to decide further) or if he has to go back to Brazil. I am betting that he will be flying back to Brazil. Sidnei believes with everything that he will get bond and while I desperately want to think he will, I can not. Because if I allow myself the possibility to think that and it doesn't happen, I will be crushed. To smithereens.

But let's be honest. Though I don't want to, I do know that I am secretly in the depths hoping beyond biggest hopes that it will happen. And though I am trying my best to remember the reality of the situation and be pessimistic...I really want him to be able to come home! Even if only for a little while! It will make life SO much easier!

So I wait, on pins and needles, but I wait.

Oh, and just so you know, either way I am SO glad to have Sidnei out of that place. March 14th marks the year date of his being detained...so we are really happy that something is happening soon!! Either way, life will be changing soon and I am EXCITED!

35 comments:

Yaya said...

Yay for court date! I will be hoping and thinking of y'all on that day!!!!

Kori said...

Hey March 14th is my Birthday. So I guess yu will always remeber it now huh? Ok not funny sorry.

You better Text me in Florida and let me know what happened on the 18th. I'll be praying with Mickey Mouse. Love you.

Rebecca said...

Yay! I'm glad you finally see the light at the end of the tunnel. Good luck to you and Sidnei!

Cindy said...

I am so excited you finally got a date!!! I'm marking it on my calendar now, so I can bug you to find out the results. Although I know I won't have to bug you, but just in case! :o)

Tranquility said...

Oh, thank goodness! Congratulations on the date being set and so near!

Tanya said...

I am so glad to hear a court date has been set. I put it in my phone so I can be sure to think of you both and send my prayers your way. I can't wait for the day I open up google reader and find that you all have an answer so you can begin the next step :)

Amanda X said...

Wow. I can't believe it's almost been a year! You are so strong!

You'll be in my prayers and I'll be thinking about you everyday from here until next Wednesday. (as if that's any different than now)

Love you! Hang in there!!!

TattooedMinivanMom said...

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yo es muy happy para tu!

Young Momma said...

I am SO excited for you!!!! I can't even imagine how anxious you must be. I hate that upset crampy stomach anxious feeling. lol! Even I'm like "That's eight days away! How can we wait that long to know?!" and most of us haven't been through any of the stuff you have!!!! (((hugs))) I'll be praying for you guys!

Betty said...

Yeah!! Finally. I´m so glad and will be praying for you. And waiting for a post... :)

Fabiola said...

YUPPII!!!!!!!!!!!
I am so happy for you two.
I am keeping you in my prayers. May God provide what is best for both of you!!!

Fabiola

Bia said...

I understand how nervous it makes you, but it's something to celebrate Steph! You will problem get an answer! Even if things don't go as you want them to, you will be able to use the situation to move on... You will start news things from what the court decides!

Hang in there!I'm here for you!

hugs!

Lisa said...

YEAH!!!! I am so excited for both of you! Before you know it this will be behind you and you can begin again with your sweet hubby.
Remember all things happen for a reason and you both will be stronger after this is over.
Whatever happens March 18th, everything will be fine. He will come here or you will meet him in Brazil. Either way you will be in his arms!

Lisa Q

JSue said...

That's great news! We will continue to pray for you.

Hot Tub Lizzy said...

That's my sisters birthday. I'm thinking that must mean it's going to be a VERY good day!!!

Kelsey said...

So glad he got a court date!! Praying for you both.

TMI Tara said...

Hooray for a court date! You know we are all behind you 100%!!!

Ballerina Girl said...

I am so excited for you both...
good luck, stay positive, and maybe we will meeting each other soon :)
BG

Krystyn said...

I'll be praying for Sidnei's return home..to you:)

Carla said...

okay prayers and a special fast for you. please let us know what happens. seriously. oh it is about stinkin' freaking time.

Belle (from Life of a...) said...

I too, have a short temper when anxious. It's been kind of bad around here lately with this stuff with my mom so Hank has had to be VERY patient. You hang in there...the 18th will be here before you know it. You are a STRONG young woman and I am inspired by your dedication and patience through the long year that you've been seperated from your sweet hubby. Prayers for you both are on the way.

April said...

Girl....you two have been in my prayers! You really should write a book about the first year of your marriage....it is an amazing story!

marina said...

yay!! that is good news ") marina

Vanessa Rogers said...

I will be sending happy thoughts into the universe and prayers as well! I hope it goes well!!

Kelli @ writing the waves said...

So glad you finally have a court date! I'll keep my fingers, toes, arms, legs, and eyes crossed for you guys!

Laural Out Loud said...

I totally want to jump up and squeal in excitement for you! Because no matter what happens with the bond, you will be seeing your husband soon!

Dari said...

I am so happy for you, you don't even know. I will pray my little heart out for you guys!! You are amazing and so is Sidnei!!

Love you Steph!

Ashley said...

Woohoo!! I am feeling positive about this but either way at least you will have some resolution and be able to move on with your live with Sidnei. Can't wait to hear some great news!! Worst comes to worst... Lucas and I have a place to vacation at in Brazil! ;)

Midwest Mommy said...

Oh I am praying everything goes ok. I will be thinking of you til Wednesday!

~*amber*~ said...

That is SO great to hear!

mrsmouthy said...

I'll be on pins and needles too! I know what you mean about not letting yourself hope--I'm the same way, especially about my pregnancy. It would be so nice to be a person who just doesn't worry about things she doesn't have control of...

sparkly_jules said...

I'll think of, and praying for you on the 18th, darlin', and hoping for the best.

*fingers crossed*

Hugs,

Jules

Ronnica said...

What a blessing! I'll be thinking of you Wednesday!

angi_b72 said...

OMG i am so praying for you!! I will be waiting all day for you to post what happens!!

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