We FINALLY have a court date!
March 18, 2009 at 1 pm. I will quite possibly be holding my breath all day. Did I mention that my stomach hurts really bad when I am anxious? Or that I have a quick temper when anxiety sets in? Or how about the fact that my brain thinks at about a million miles a minute which wears me out.
Did I mention that this has already started?
Nevertheless, I am REALLY glad that we finally have a court date. And just FYI, this particular date, the judge will decide if Sidnei can come home on bond (which doesn't mean he can stay permanently, only that they will have more court to decide further) or if he has to go back to Brazil. I am betting that he will be flying back to Brazil. Sidnei believes with everything that he will get bond and while I desperately want to think he will, I can not. Because if I allow myself the possibility to think that and it doesn't happen, I will be crushed. To smithereens.
But let's be honest. Though I don't want to, I do know that I am secretly in the depths hoping beyond biggest hopes that it will happen. And though I am trying my best to remember the reality of the situation and be pessimistic...I really want him to be able to come home! Even if only for a little while! It will make life SO much easier!
So I wait, on pins and needles, but I wait.
Oh, and just so you know, either way I am SO glad to have Sidnei out of that place. March 14th marks the year date of his being detained...so we are really happy that something is happening soon!! Either way, life will be changing soon and I am EXCITED!
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