So now that I have successfully "hit the wall" (you can find the explanation here ! Thanks Kerri !), my head has stopped spinning, and I am ready to get back up again. Not that the news was so terribly shocking, just disappointing.
SO, that being said. I am MUCH better now. Like I said, once I talked to Mr S, I would be fine. And I was. He has a way of putting things into perspective for me and most of the time, he's right.
Thank you all for your kind words. It's nice to have a place to be able to vent all these things and "hit the wall" if I need to.
The bottom line is, I am happy. Despite it all, truly I am happy. We have been blessed with the things we need to survive this time, we have strengthened our relationship, and we are a true testament to the phrase "absence makes the heart grow fonder". I am excited for my life to make this shift and change. If we live in Brasil (which is looking more like a certainty than a possibility) then I know things will be fine and I am looking forward to our adventure. I am lucky to be with someone who is so unselfish and loving and I know he will help me and support me in all things. And truth be told, I am just so excited to be TOGETHER that I can hardly stand the anticipation!
So it is with a cheerful attitude and loving arms that I embrace what is to come!
Just thought you all should know I'm not crying in the corner in other words hehe
In other news: It's FRIDAY! WOO! (even if it is the 13th)
And this made me laugh! Have a great day everyone!
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